I Have Severe OCD | The Secret Life of Lele Pons

It’s no secret Lele Pons is one of the most successful social media icons with over 40 million followers and considered an internet trailblazer for her contributions to various platforms. Known for her unfiltered videos, candid humor and crazy stunts, Lele’s storytelling arch takes a more serious tone as she opens up to the world with her deepest secret. Through access to private moments, emotional interviews and never seen before footage, Lele reveals her life long struggle with OCD among other mental health conditions and doesn’t shy away from the most intimate details of her battle.
If you or someone you know needs help, find resources in your area from the International OCD Foundation: iocdf.org/?s=+&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_provider&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_clinic&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_support_group&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_program&search-type=provider
Produced by: Shots Studios
Directed by: Alicia Zubikowski

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  • Thank you everyone for supporting me. I hope you enjoy this docu-series and learn about OCD, Tourettes, and other things. LIKE the video if you watch it! I'll see you next Tuesday for episode 2 :)

    Lele PonsLele Pons7 dagar sedan
    • I am so sorry I love you lele u am crying because my cousin when thought the same thin I am sorry 😭😭😭I love u

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    • I am your biges fan lele!

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    • I love you lele pons

      EricEric7 dagar sedan
    • I love u Lele

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    • I loveee youuuu leleeee❤️❤️❤️❤️

      Sandra ApunSandra Apun7 dagar sedan
  • Lele you're amazing and I love your videos, they always make me laugh. Fighting!!!

    Stephanie MobedjinaStephanie MobedjinaTimme sedan
  • She is very nice 🥺 it very very sad

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  • Lele dont worry we are here for you dont lisen to haters wisen to fans we love you

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  • I respect you

    Victoria QuinsotVictoria QuinsotTimme sedan
  • she’s the best and most honest person ever 💘

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  • wow i had no idea lele

    Danni WendletonDanni WendletonTimme sedan
  • 😭😢

    Esmita PariyarEsmita PariyarTimme sedan
  • She's so strong!

    ChaniChaniTimme sedan
  • Such a strong and positive gal stay strong💪

    Tajinder KalsiTajinder KalsiTimme sedan
  • Ánimo Lele tu vas a poder con todo

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  • This gal is a champ 😇

    Tajinder KalsiTajinder Kalsi2 timmar sedan
  • Proud of you Lele have been watching you for years and watching this video brings me to tears but I am proud of you till this day you have inspired me to be who I won't to be and not what people want me to be you are a big part of my life haters are going but I am going to play and I have OCD but am scared to tell anyone I feel comfortable when I am watching you I would talk to a picture of you but knowing you won't answer is hurts LOVE YOU SO MUCH💕❤

    Kanan TibebuKanan Tibebu2 timmar sedan
  • omg when she said i wanna end it i lost it

    CarlosJulio GonzalezCarlosJulio Gonzalez2 timmar sedan
  • Lele, you are perfect just the way you are, never forget that. You are an amazing and inspiring person ❤

    M KM K2 timmar sedan
  • Thank you Lele for this video. As someone who also struggles with OCD, I understand the urges/needs and the struggles to complete day to day tasks. This helped a lot as I was just diagnosed this year but I have been struggling with it for years. It's a hard disorder for some to understand, it's one that is joked about often by people. Some just think it's wanted to be clean and organized but it much more than that.

    Mika BraetMika Braet2 timmar sedan
  • Aww she’s so cute mwa! Hope u fell better who hates on u :(

    Iisxpace LexiIisxpace Lexi2 timmar sedan
  • Im crying my heart is sinking right now 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    Sara RamirezSara Ramirez2 timmar sedan
  • I love u

    Rey LopezRey Lopez2 timmar sedan
  • Omg lele you are so awesome you are beautiful funny awesome and sweet this video made me respect you so much we love you lele! 💕💕💕💕💕

  • A lot of people are assholes

    Galaxy StarlightGalaxy Starlight2 timmar sedan
  • Lele you are gorgeous, funny, and, amazing.

    Madison AlbrechtMadison Albrecht2 timmar sedan
  • I had to subscribe the gay dad 🙌👏👏👏👏👏🙌

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  • Lele is a cool person

    Wilson TymesWilson Tymes2 timmar sedan
  • Oh my. I love her so much I didn't know how much she struggles in life 😭😭 We love you lele 💖

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  • You made a documentary about yourself?

    lachikagreenlachikagreen2 timmar sedan
  • Finally, OCD is not something to joke about!!! Thank you for saying something! I respect you Lele you are a beautiful person!

    Amy DesjardinsAmy Desjardins2 timmar sedan
  • When I saw this title. I wanted to cry. I’ve had ocd since grade 4 or 5 so it’s been about five years now, almost six. I understand you lele. I love you and I always have, you are an even bigger inspiration for me now I love you so so much. I’m always here. We’re all here. ❤️

    Brianna KailerBrianna Kailer3 timmar sedan
  • mas falso que billete de 3 pesos

    luce cruzluce cruz3 timmar sedan
  • But but but your an “influencer” ,,,okay not

    Laura D. BuefordLaura D. Bueford3 timmar sedan
    • Laura D. Bueford sorry... what?

      Kate PuhalaKate Puhala3 timmar sedan
  • I love you lele

    Jasmin DuranJasmin Duran3 timmar sedan
  • Its ok lele your beautiful

    Rachel MullinRachel Mullin3 timmar sedan
  • I love Lele but this make me cry

    Omar DanishOmar Danish3 timmar sedan
  • Lele your not alone. Your amazing Lele.

    Party AnimalParty Animal3 timmar sedan
  • I think you shouldn’t let a disorder control your life. I know. I have a medical problem and I’m not letting it take over even though it effects me everyday. Stay strong. You can get through this.

    Party AnimalParty Animal3 timmar sedan
  • Listen Lele is a very powerful, amazing person and whoever hates her better see how much she has suffered over the years ❤️🙏

    Grayson StallingsGrayson Stallings3 timmar sedan
  • I think I have the same thing

    Ayesha ShahAyesha Shah3 timmar sedan
  • *casually keeps tooth in a cartier box*

    Julian CortezJulian Cortez3 timmar sedan
  • I feel how lele feels I have a bad OCD I FEEL SO BAD BRUH

    Ali AlhossniAli Alhossni3 timmar sedan
  • embrace yourself

    Diana CortezDiana Cortez3 timmar sedan
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  • She is really gorgeous, brave and powerful girl

    Sarada KancherlaSarada Kancherla3 timmar sedan
  • Another side effect of Vaccines? do research on what is pushed to children's brain

    Elliot אור אליוטElliot אור אליוט3 timmar sedan
  • Lee ur so beautiful

    Ashley MartinezAshley Martinez3 timmar sedan
  • You are an amazing girl!!!!

    Stephanie GoycocheaStephanie Goycochea3 timmar sedan
  • Your a amazing person 🙂🥺

    Max WellsMax Wells3 timmar sedan
  • This literally made m cry , I love lele she is a beautiful person ❤🌎

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  • i have severe OCD

    Joana PeaceJoana Peace3 timmar sedan
  • Lele you are so strong and inspiring! Thank you for sharing this story, this will surely help lots of people. Hope you recover soon, you’re fighter✊🏻💕

    Dasha MorgunDasha Morgun3 timmar sedan
  • Hermosa ❤️❤️❤️😍😍😍

    Lourdes AguirreLourdes Aguirre3 timmar sedan
  • Lele u are beautiful f*@# those haters I dont curse but :) a couple of boys were joking around and someone in our school had OCD and they were like hi I have to touch this 3 times and I was like hey get lost and they pushed me and they were suspended and now that girl with OCD is my friend u inspired her to push further lele btw I'm a girl

    donald sinanandonald sinanan3 timmar sedan
  • Everyone hated on her speechless

    Abish GutierrezAbish Gutierrez3 timmar sedan
  • And if you mess with lele me and my SISTERS two two sisters and beat you up

    Jasmine StewartJasmine Stewart3 timmar sedan
  • Girl I'm here for you

    Bailey SlimerBailey Slimer3 timmar sedan
  • I support you Lele

    Jennifer CJennifer C3 timmar sedan
  • I feel bad ?!

    Bailey SlimerBailey Slimer3 timmar sedan
  • I had to sleep but I stayed up till <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="60">1:00</a>am to watch this

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  • I think Lele pons is still my idol is she has ocd or not in my eyes she is my role model!

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  • I love you Lily because I feel bad for you

    Wendy HinesWendy Hines4 timmar sedan
  • I feel bad for u and i love u

    Zaileigh SmithZaileigh Smith4 timmar sedan
    • Watching u cry makes me cry for u

      Zaileigh SmithZaileigh Smith4 timmar sedan
  • hello lele i love ur videos so much and i thinked every day that you were the happiest person but when i saw this my heart broked i love u so much and ur family🌸🍭🌸🍭🌸

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  • I think it is important to understand that it is best not to let yourself down and also to understand that your are different then how you imagine yourself as.

    Ishana VikramIshana Vikram4 timmar sedan
  • I’m so sorry for what you’re going through. people don’t always understand what you’re feeling deep down We love and support you And we wish you will be more and more successful

    NadineNadine4 timmar sedan
  • Love u lele!U are amazing and a inspiring person that inspired me!🥺❤💖💞

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  • We all love a positive lele 😊

    林霏兒林霏兒4 timmar sedan
  • I think Lele pons is funny nice and kind she’s very funny pretty!

    Riley KeyRiley Key4 timmar sedan
  • Your awesome Le Le and I love your name it's just when you here that name you immediately want to wach it .

    Sandra WitkoSandra Witko4 timmar sedan

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  • I love lele she’s her self and she was brave to tell her fans bout her self. She a beautiful girl and needs our love 💕💚

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  • F*** the haters, don't worry i have a brother with terents so don't feel alone

    Maddison HuntMaddison Hunt4 timmar sedan
  • This is so important thank you

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  • Lele you are strong and beautiful and so so so brave. Thank you for sharing your story with us.♥️

    Marissa DeAngeloMarissa DeAngelo4 timmar sedan
  • I could tell even before this series that she had tourette's

    Gangsta GrandmaGangsta Grandma4 timmar sedan
  • *People who disliked must be allergic to cleanliness!*

    Rajani PantRajani Pant4 timmar sedan
  • It's ok lele we will support you through this :)

    Naomi NavarroNaomi Navarro4 timmar sedan
  • I am so proud of you for being brave enough for share your story. I had no idea the challenges you faced everyday. Your story moved me to tears. You are such a beautiful girl and I’ve watched you grow in to a beautiful young woman. I am proud of you. You are such a strong person. Thank you for sharing your story. Keep your head up Lele. You will be okay.

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  • Poor lele

    Anna RojasAnna Rojas4 timmar sedan
  • Lele ignora a esos idiotas. Siempre habrágente q nos critíque y si la tienes dyra. Pero sé q te rodeas de un sistema de apoyo. Recuerda la gente que de verdad tú le importa tu familia, amigos reales y real fans. SEproject es solo un trabajo y es una parte de tu vida no lo es todo. Tu tienes muchísimo potencial. Solo quiere q seas feliz. Recurda q la felicidad no es una emoción en sí es una elección del día a día. Espero q puedas cerara lo q no te hace feliz y hagas aqueyo q sí. 🥰

    Natasha FelicianoNatasha Feliciano4 timmar sedan
  • Me parece genial!! Eres una tesa el ser tan profesional y el luchar con todo, mi admiración total!! Felicitaciones para ti, tu familia y equipo que te acompañan y te apoyan siempre

    Maria del Pilar R YossaMaria del Pilar R Yossa4 timmar sedan
  • Love you

    Zariah ArmstrongZariah Armstrong4 timmar sedan